Chapter 18: Mind Talks

January 24, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. I'm not sure where to start but oh well, let's just write whatever in my mind right now.. It's been raining throughout the day, and the cold breeze caught me, including my mind.. Not a brain freeze, for sure.. I was waiting for a classmate to stop by as he needs my help to deliver his excuse letter to the lecturer, as he's flying to Japan tomorrow.. What a lucky dude.. 😒

While waiting, I scrolled down the facebook timeline and stumbled into this;

Reading that, I started to reflect my crush-ing life, how far has it been and in the end, I could conclude, if this quote is true,  I should have been in the case of "tepuk sebelah tangan" for several times.. Okay, Should I cry or laugh right now? 😶

Well, I'm not the "gedik" type whom easily attracted from one guy to another and I would not do anything to attract guys or something.. I would just act cool, and the feelings tend to stay for months or years before I move on.. So in my case, a crush is not a crush at all.. It's love at one side, maybe.. 😩

It's saddening myself after reflecting this but in the same time, I wanted to laugh at myself.. How silly my life could be if I do really trust on the quote.. So yeah, back to my senses and goodbye negative thoughts.. As long as you don't confess your feelings, a crush would always remain as crush, I guess.. 

P/s: If the quote is a true fact, I should be proud with myself.. It means I'm a loyal person.. hahahaha.. 😂 
Nota kaki: Sorry for this random write.. The rain made me lost into deep thoughts.. 

30 comments

  1. Pernah baca quotes ni, rasanya betul kut, hahaha. :P

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    1. Eh.. ni menyimbah api nama dia.. hahahah :p

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  2. Alahai.. comel je..
    Crush remains crush as long as no confession has been made..

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  3. hahahaha man, i'm stucked with that one person for almost 6 years and now i'm slowly move on XD love at one side is particularly hard lol but i dont think its love, it wasnt that intense, well me. kah kah kah (i deserve a pat on the back for being loyal too)

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    1. hahahha.. *pats your back too* we're the best... xD

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  4. i've a lot of fictional crush. and according to the quote i'm actually fall in love with every single of them. hahahahhaha :D

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    1. Hahahahaha... Me too but in my case, Kim Jong Kook was the longest in line.. hahahaha

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  5. Isn't it a good thing since you;re very loyal. Me, myself ada jugak stumble across this crush crushing era ni tapi I'm the type that really easily move on(?).

    Tak tau nak terang macam mana, tapi lebih kurang macam. Hari ni mcm "Hey, You caught my eyes and it looks like I have a cute crush on you!" And the next week macam, "Eewwww, you doing something that I hate. I don't really like you. Bye~"

    Hahahahaaa. Never stumbled across some crush that I really serious on it. Maybe it's still not the right time. LOL!

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    1. I could be in your situation if mcm pandang sekali lalu je.. But somehow there's other part of me which attracted to someone but then dia macam tersimpan, and tau2 je dah move on.. But it takes some time la.. haha

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    2. Flavnesz,
      That someone isn't me tau.
      Someone else.

      Hahaha.

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    3. Adam,
      hah? ok I'm lost right now.. hahahaha.. Ape ni? You're wondering that someone is you, or you're hoping it's not you? hahahaha

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    4. Flavz,
      Alaaaa, joking je since nothing new to comment.
      On my way to the mosque. Today jumaat.

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    5. I got your joke.. Chill.. Sebab tu I gelak2 on previous comment.. XD
      Selamat solat jumaat.. Jangan tido time khuthbah.. xD

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  6. I don't have a crush. Is this normal lol?

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    1. Are you an alien? How come you don't have any? hahahaha.. just joking.. You're still normal, i guess.. :v

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  7. Anis, yg ni saya baca esok. Promise.
    Tetiba ngantuk.
    Sebab hujan lebat kot.

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    1. It's okay Adam.. I feel you.. Time hujan memang katil tu memanggil je.. Have a good rest.. ^^

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  8. Hmmm. Rasanya your quote lagi betul kot. Haha

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    1. Thank you for being on my side.. hahahaha

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  9. perangai kita sama :3 hahaha bila baca ni tersenyum sendiri pulak. pernah TER crush dekat "kawan" selama 3 or 4 month something lastly remind myself "mustahil sangat boleh wujud perasaan ni dia kawan aku je kotttt" dan perasaan tu berlalu pergi dibawa angin sepoi sepoi bahasa. tup tup bertepuk dua belah tangan dalam diam rupanya huuuuu --' (tutup muka dengan bantal)

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    1. OMG tetiba semangat baca ni.. hahahaha.. So what happened next? Dia dapat naik pangkat dr kawan to someone special tak?

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  10. maigad ..idk..i dh bertahun teringat nie pa cita..hahaha..idont think its love.Just because.hehe

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    1. Hahaha.. It's just a feelings afterall.. kan? XD

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  11. I have many crush before including some fictional characters.
    and turn out only one of them have crush on me. Eh? Hahahaha.

    Its just matter of time your crush gonna confess, its just at that time I already expecting nothing and it was one happiest day of my life.

    I could write a novel in ur comment system right now. hhaaha. just kidding. :p

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    1. Another inspiring story..
      Will be waiting for the moment where a crush wold no longer be a crush.. Q^Q
      Hahahaha... I don't mind reading a novel at the comment section.. XD

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  12. I have crush only to Korean actor. Accept tak crush gitu? Hahaha.

    Crush akan selamanya jadi crush kalau kita tak confess. But as a girl, cam susah eh nak confess dulu kan? :D

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    1. Accepted Siqah.. anis everlasting crush with kim jong kook.. hahaha..
      Yes, Macam impossible to confess..

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  13. nak komen.
    but akak rasa mcm da lupa pasal feeling crush crush ni ha ha ha :)
    yes la. agreed. confession tu yg penting, kan.
    baru la tau tepuk sebelah ke tepuk 2 belah :)

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    1. hahaha.. confesion tu penting tapi nak confess tu yang nauzubillah susah.. haha

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