Chapter 33: Pluviophile
Assalammualaikum.. I've been opening the dashboard everyday actually and I wanted to join the Lazada contest but each time I opened the saved title page, I 'd always find myself empty.. Well, I would still join the contest but maybe will be posting it on this weekend.. Still finding the spirit to start writing it..
It's raining outside and as usual, my mind would always distracted during the wet weather.. Since I posted my first Chapter 18: Mind Talks during raining day, and as I'm feeling to write whatever that caught in my mind today, I guess I could make a new section for this blog, Pluviophile..! haha..
Since the SPM results would be coming out today, to those whom would be accepting your result, Goodluck.. You had try your best and it's the fate that Allah had granted to you, don't be sad and no worries, there's always another route for your future..
Somehow, I'm smiling, reminiscing the moment when my result was about to come out.. Well, I'm a cheater actually since I had know my result earlier.. How did I manage to know it? Well, do you believe in sixth sense? I do..
My Tok (my mom's mother) somehow had the special ability which is unpredictable to me.. When I was waiting for my PMR, She kept telling me,
"Tok tak tau Anis dapat berapa, sama ada( ...) tok duk nampak (...) beratur tapi (..) lagi tu kabur.."
I don't want to believe her at first but then, when the result came out, it appeared as how Tok had predicted.. So on the night before receiving the SPM result, I called her and asked,
"Tok nampak dak Anis dapat berapa?""Tok nampak (..) tersusun tapi lagi (..) tersorok.."
And again, I don't want to believe her as I wanted to believe that I could get straight A's but oh well, I guess she's too special till Allah had granted her the special gift.. When the result came out, my mom told my aunt on my result, and my aunt answered,
"Ya Allah yong, mak kita tu special sungguh.. Dia pagi tadi nangis kat adik, cakap dia nampak Anis ambil result, dia nampak Anis dapat (..)"
Up till now, Tok had been my another spirit booster..Each time I'm visiting her, she always had this conversation with me:
"Anis berapa lama lagi nak habis belajar?""Lama lagi tok.. Anis kan tukar course..""Takpa.. Tok jamin anis boleh kalahkan depa semua..(depa as in my siblings) Biakan depa duk cakap apa, Anis paling kaya nanti..""Amin.. Tok doakan Anis nah Tok.."And she would be looking at me while smiling meaningfully...
Writing this made me missed her now and she's not in her best condition lately.. Tok.. You won't be reading this but I just hope you would be in good health and be with me throughout this journey.. Your trust in me made me where I am right now and your words heals me the most.. And I really wish your words to me do come true again.. I trust you the most, Tok.. And I would work my best to make sure your dream in me comes true..