Chapter 33: Pluviophile

by - March 16, 2017

Assalammualaikum..  I've been opening the dashboard everyday actually and I wanted to join the Lazada contest but each time I opened the saved title page,  I 'd always find myself empty.. Well, I would still join the contest but maybe will be posting it on this weekend.. Still finding the spirit to start writing it..

It's raining outside and as usual, my mind would always distracted during the wet weather.. Since I posted my first  Chapter 18: Mind Talks during raining day, and as I'm feeling to write whatever that caught in my mind today, I guess I could make a new section for this blog, Pluviophile..! haha.. 

Since the SPM results would be coming out today, to those whom would be accepting your result, Goodluck..  You had try your best and it's the fate that Allah had granted to you, don't be sad and no worries, there's always another route for your future..

Somehow, I'm smiling, reminiscing the moment when my result was about to come out.. Well, I'm a cheater actually since I had know my result earlier.. How did I manage to know it? Well, do you believe in sixth sense? I do.. 

My Tok (my mom's mother)  somehow had the special ability which is unpredictable to me.. When I was waiting for my PMR, She kept telling me, 
"Tok tak tau Anis dapat berapa, sama ada( ...) tok duk nampak (...) beratur tapi (..) lagi tu kabur.." 
I don't want to believe her at first but then, when the result came out, it appeared as how Tok had predicted.. So on the night before receiving the SPM result, I called her and asked, 
"Tok nampak dak Anis dapat berapa?"
"Tok nampak (..) tersusun tapi lagi (..) tersorok.."
And again,  I don't want to believe her as I wanted to believe that I could get straight A's but oh well, I guess she's too special till Allah had granted her the special gift.. When the result came out, my mom told my aunt on my result, and my aunt answered, 
"Ya Allah yong, mak kita tu special sungguh.. Dia pagi tadi nangis kat adik, cakap dia nampak Anis ambil result, dia nampak Anis dapat (..)"  
Up till now, Tok had been my another spirit booster..Each time I'm visiting her, she always had this conversation with me:
"Anis berapa lama lagi nak habis belajar?"
"Lama lagi tok.. Anis kan tukar course.."
"Takpa.. Tok jamin anis boleh kalahkan depa semua..(depa as in my siblings) Biakan depa duk cakap apa, Anis paling kaya nanti.."
"Amin.. Tok doakan Anis nah Tok.."
And she would be looking at me while smiling meaningfully...
Writing this made me missed her now and she's not in her best condition lately.. Tok.. You won't be reading this but I just hope you would be in good health and be with me throughout this journey.. Your trust in me made me where I am right now and your words heals me the most.. And I really wish your words to me do come true again.. I trust you the most, Tok.. And I would work my best to make sure your dream in me comes true.. 

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22 comments

  1. Somehow I like rain, but not the day that is raining heavily. Slight rain is good enough to trigger my emotion and feel more melancholic.

    Keep praying for her yea. :)

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    1. I love rain in whatever condition.. haha..

      Insya-Allah will do.. hee

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    2. Saya pulak suka hujan yang langit cerah tu. Sangat2 cantik! Kalau hujan lebat yang siap dengan guruh dan petir, yang tu selalu buatkan saya homesick. Taktau kenapa. Hihi

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    3. Haha.. To me, mana-mana hujan pun cantik.. haha

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  2. Kak ana doakan semoga tok Anis terus kuat ya.

    Rindu pulak dekat arwah nenek bila baca ni ��. Dia sentiasa ingt kalau ada cucu yg akan amik apa2 result pun. Lepas tu dia akan call tanya mcm mana. Hehe. Skrg dh takde dah org nk call tanya result cucu2.

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    1. Amin.. Insya-Allah kak.. hee.. Nenek, macam mana tua pun dia, dia tetap ingat cucu dia kan kak.. hee

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  3. Amiin. she indeed a special woman. ^^

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  4. You probably should start writing for the lazada contest! it's only a few days left! don't miss the chance! haha. Wow! i'm really impressed with how speciak your tok is. I do believe that some people are just gifted. They have a special gift and ability that others do not have and your tok is one of a kind! Get well soon, tok! :)

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    1. hahaha.. Will do the lazada contest asap! hahaha.. I don't believe it at first but Tok had proven to me how special people do exist.. :3

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  5. i love rain. especially the sounds and the chill feeling when it's raining outside :)
    wahhh ur Tok is really amazing :D hope she will get healthy soon :)

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    1. I love rain too.. hehe.. Yup she is one of the most amazing person in my life.. I hope so.. :D

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  6. Masa kecik-kecik maknanya Mrs. A adalah pluviophile sebab suka sangat main hujan.
    Semoga Tok Anis sihat-sihat selalu.

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    1. hahahah.. masa kecik je Mrs.A? xD

      Amin...

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  7. Ada sixth sense Tok Anis ye. Boleh predict betul. Bukan senang orang nak ada kebolehan camtu.

    Siqah doakan agar Tok Anis diberi kesihatan yang baik. Insyallah. Doa yang terbaik untuk Tok Anis ye :)

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    1. Tu la.. Dia punya predict tu, Ya Allah macam psycho.. haha.. But she's amazing.. Amin... Sentiasa doakan untuk dia.. hee

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  8. nak juga join Lazada contest tu. tapi, ikut kerajinan 😂 suka juga hujan, tapi duk uma memang x ah nak main hujan

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    1. Haha.. I won't be playing the rain tp kalau kena redah hujan, I'm the type yg relaks je jalan, tak sibuk nak lari. haha

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  9. Pluviophile... What a nice personality. I'm quite touched actually :'( . Whatever it's, may you grandma always be well

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    1. Pluviophile sounds calming, kan? hehe.. Thanks amer.. :3

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  10. Hmm what water came out from my eyes ni? Haha. This is so touching, made me remembered my late grandparents. I lived with them when I was a kid so not having them around when I grew up really made me missed them even more.

    Anyway, hopefully her sort of "prediction" that you'll be the most kaya would come true and when the time comes, belanje la titew. Haha.

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    1. I don't really remember the memories with my late grandfather, from any sides.. I grew it with both grandma by my side.. And now, there's only one left.. hmm..
      Amin. I hope so and when it comes true, I'd definitely treat you and others.. hahahahaa

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